As you all know, I have been misbehaving a lot lately and I admit I regret my actions now. It has never been my intention to hurt anyone and I feel remorse about it.
In December 2018, my wife left me and took my 1-year-old son with her. I fell into a deep depression. I try to get out of it, but it is very difficult for me to cope with missing my child and wife. I respond to this community to fill the void I now have in my life.
The reason my wife left me was because since I was 12, I felt like something was not right with me. I have grown up since then and come to realize in 2018, I am a woman but the rest of the world does not see me as one. I have always lived my life as a lie and face a constant fear of rejection for telling the truth. It hurts me, and I, in turn hurt others. I see that now.
The reason I am sharing this with everyone is because I truly need support and understanding from this community. I am very sensitive to feelings of rejection and now I feel even worse. I am thankful for the few friends I have found here who have helped me compose this apology.
And to anyone reading this, I hope you can find a place in your heart to forgive me.
Love one hour benn
If there are people who have also experienced something like this or can relate to me, just know I am here for you, always.
